My hairy little man brings me my dinner brings me my slippers helps me cross the street he is my eyes for I cannot see.
Before sunrise I hope to find My one true love Hidden from my mind
Before sunrise I hope to be The one true thing That calls to me
Before sunrise I hope to see That all the world Lives happily
Before sunrise I hope to know That everything Is good to go
I am a sqiggle hard to define, bob- bing on the page, never the same again, representing motion of stationed ob- jects, quick random thoughts leaking from your pen.
I bounce along on my two legs, the es- sence of the squiggle in motion, my limbs bubbling, excited with happiness and about to erupt over the brims.
I am like a newborn giraffe, gangly falling all over itself, akward un- sure movements holding itself on spindly legs, trip over themselves, coming undone.
I am clumsiness defined in ani- mal, movement, or shape, unaware of it.
Bonduel, Wisconsin
dead trees carrying snow on branches narrow streets lined with wooden sidewalks horse and buggy turned into sleigh a winter wonderland gave birth to grandpa
The Literary Reading
I took my heart, feelings all inside And put them onto paper I read aloud, expressed myself Appreciation doesn't follow Like standing 'fore a firing squad It gutted me with holes I stood so proud, I wrote so well Only to get shot down Now what of all my dreams and hopes? I'll never follow through A writer I will never be As long as there's critics like you
like a passenger on a long journey - Linda Pastan
I realized my name's defunct. I am no longer Bianca. I stand here on this day of my birth And christen me by another name. As if I stood on Ellis Island And spoke some unpronounceable name, I was branded as a Bean - Beanpole for its long thin stalk, Beaner because it's funny, And Beanie because when I heard it The first time, I laughed so hard I tipped myself over in my seat. My name's evolved as all around me has changed. My name, a passenger on a ship Sailing for that final destination.
In Response to Nina
Soul in music makes me think of good days gone not over yet everlasting
I kissed you in the summer sun Felt the summer air. Took a brisk walk in autumn gusts Crunched dead leaves. I watched the snowflakes floating down Cozy in the warm indoors. Ran through the first spring shower Soaking wet we were.
My Love
Feverish nights into cold mornings My times with you. Passionate explosions to quiet lulls Loving you sweet. Red rages blurred into pink soft edges Living with you. Short snaps with no apologies Dealing with you. The sun goes down Time to repeat ourselves once again.
Snow falls and all is quiet. Where have you gone?
I'm curled in to my favorite ball Alone on our bed. Where have you gone?
I shiver thinking how alone I am. It's dark and I can't see. Is something getting closer? Where have you gone?
I think I've lost it all. It seems to keep getting colder. I can't stop my shivers Although I've got my blanket. Where have you gone?
I stretch across our frozen bed. I touch an ice cold object. I shiver even more. Where have you gone?
It's terrible the storm hit. Destroyed our little house. Where have you gone?
My fingers touch an ice cold corpse. You never left.
Poetry copyright beanpole
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